♥♥♥

Girls Facts

~ When you catch the girl glancing at you , she wants you to look ~

~ When a girl says she cant live without u ,she has made up her mind dat you're her future ~

~ When a girl says " I Miss You " , no one in this world can miss you more than that ~

~ When a girl is mean to you after a break up , she wants you back , ~

but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone 4eva

Guys Facts

* When a guys calls you , he wants you to be with him *

* When a guy is quiet , he's listening to you *

* When a guy is not arguing , he realizes he's wrong *

* When a guys says " i'm fine " after few minutes , he mean it *

* When a guy stares at you , he wishes you could care about him and wonders if you do *

* When you lay yr head on a guy's chest , he has the world *

* When a guy text/calls/comment about you everyday , he's in love with you *

* When a (good) guy tells you he loves you , he meant it *

* When a guys says he can't live without you , he's with you till you're done *

* When a guy says " I miss You " , he misses you more than you could have *

ever missed him or anything else

Someone in your mind as you reading this ??

GOOD !!! Because you are in LOVE ~~

~ xiu qi ~

画沙

作曲:袁咏琳
作词:方文山
主唱:袁咏琳&周杰伦





午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在壁沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 你的风沙 我一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨又怎么下
回头过去原来 (别说傻)
回头不说一次 (值得吧)
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀 (因为我爱你呀)

i miss u ~~~
xiu qi ♥

i love you ~

If i had to choose between loving u n breathing.......

then i would use my last breath to tell u tat

I LOVE YOU ~!

- xiu qi -

sad ~!!! T.T

分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什么

分不清激情 承诺 永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔 是因为我太爱你

- xiu qi-

别怕我伤心

好久没有你的信
好久没有人陪我谈心
怀念你柔情似水的眼睛
是我天空最美丽的星星
异乡的午夜特别冷清
一个男人和一颗热切的心
不知在远方的你是否能感应
我从来不敢给你任何诺言
是因为我知道我们太年轻
你追求的是一种浪漫感觉
还是那不必负责任的热情
心中的话到现在才对你表明
不知道你是否会因此而清醒
让身在远方的我不必为你担心
一颗爱你的心
时时刻刻为你转不停
我的爱也曾经深深温暖你的心灵
你和他之间是否已经有了真感情
别隐瞒对我说
别怕我伤心

there seems to hav many reason to stop me thinking of u.i jz cant.my heart is so fragile.it breaks when u touch it..i really wish i could still hold on u bt............................

-xiu qi-

My Happy 18th Birthday ~~ ^^

Today, my lovely piggy family organised a small celebration for me in Shogun, Pyramid to celebrate my 18th birthday.. ^^

We had fun during the celebration. We even played a small interesting game.. so called 'numbers and wasabi game' hahaha xP. We laughed until so high while playing this game.. every1 in shogun can even hear our voice i think.. haha XP

Soon later, Xiu Qi asked every1 to stand up.. and here came the cake and birthday songs -- english and chinese version~~ Thank you very much~~ ^^ It's a cheese cake...O.O Wah.. open flower (only pig members know what it means).. hahaha XP And thereafter, Shereen asked every1 to feed me the cheese cake.. hehe ^^

Next, Jie, Bang, 3 jie and 4 jie gave me a birthday present.. and with a small booklet combined by lots of small cards made by 4 of them. It's very nice and beautiful.. and it's very touched.. thank you.. MUACKS.. ^^ They did put lots of effort in making the so called birthday card. ^^ Love ya ~~

I really enjoyed my 18th birthday very much.. thanks to every1 that wished me and made my birthday rly a happy and joyful birthday. Haha~~ ^^ Thank you^^

Thanks to Jeffrey, Kenneth, Ryan, Zhao Yen, Yong Pin, Seng Yeang, Yong Hong, Nick and Jia Wen for attending the celebration and thx for the meal.. Thank you very much.. ^^

And thanks to Jia yeen, Siu Shan, Mei Jan and Cheryl for the birthday presents. Thanks a lot ^^

And lastly of course, thanks to my piggy family. Thank you bang n three jie.. VERY MUCH~~ Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.. ^^ ^^ thanks for the card, present and the celebration and thanks for making my birthday such a happy and wonderful birthday.. =) Thank you~~ ^^ Love u all the most.. MUACKS!!! ^^

THANK YOU!! ^^


Love~~
Small Pig
Pauline ^^

HaPpy BiRtHdaY ~~~~~ xiao mei

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY~!!!!
PAULINE aka.
xiao mei aka.
small Pig.. ^^



xiu qi aka.
da jie ♥

感情线

难过的是我们做了选择

是对是错谁也没把握

如果要我放手才能获得

为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装著笑容

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久

如果现在开口如何挽留

感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点

想你爱他必定多一些

我们之间不可能再回到从前

我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远还继续装笑脸

掩饰折磨我能撑多久

when oni i will 4get ?
xiuqi ♥

[如果你还爱我]

我带着一颗疲惫的心 走了

我知道自己在你心里 已不重要

虽然我们曾经相聚过

也许对于你来说

已经没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心 走了

我知道自己没有勇气道别离

虽然我们曾经拥有过

但是对于你来说

已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早以注定

不能真正拥有你

难道我真心付出一切

只为了承受孤单和寂寞

我知道你不敢对我坦白

是不要看到我的伤怀

虽然你没有说要离开我

我已经感到你不再属于我

如果你还爱我

你不会对我如此的冷漠

又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊

如果你还爱我

你不会对我如此的冷漠

我只能含着眼泪

默默的离开

wat the hell am i doin??y i do still hav a little feelings of missing u??

-xiu qi-

Xiu Qi's hair ~~ =P

One thing again..

Xiu Qi went for a hair cut at APT in pyramid last friday.. =)

N she has a new hairstyle now.. SUPER SUPER YING hairstyle!!!!

Xiu Qi.. your hair very ying.. Wohoo.. XD

NICE HAIR... XQ.. >.<.. xP

But 1 thing is.. after she got her new hairstyle..1 thing will always be in her hand.. ---- Mirror.. xD

HAHA..xP

Xiu Qi.. don't worry.. pretty enough.. =)

Your new hairstyle very the nice.. haha xD

Ying.. =P

haha..

Pauline =)

Came back from Raya~~ XD =P

Hello everyone.. long time no see.. haha XD

I have to type something here.. if not 陈学.. going to scold me..>.<.. HAHA xD

okay.. now i'm busy doing my moral presentation stuff.. zzz. So sien.. xP

Sleepy-ing.>.<.. Going to sleep soon..

Time passed very fast.. year-end coming soon.. 1 year going to end.. >.<.. haiz..

Don't know what am i crapping here.. haha XD

Okay la.. lets end the post.. XP

Sleeping soon.. Lets go to sleep ppl.. =.=

Goodnite.. *yawning*

HAHA.. Sleep earlier.. sleep tight.. don't let the big bugs bite.. xP

Meet you in the dreams.. =)

Pauline ^^

Taking Back My Love

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love



posted by,
emo - ing ppl,
xiuqi

I know ~

我知道

從來沒想過 不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你 陪著我心痛
一切都是我 太過驕縱 以為你會懂
一直忘了說 我有多感動

我知道你 還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由 我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後 還微笑著要我加油

我知道你 還放不下我
才會在離開時 閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中 其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢 在腦海裡頭
我多希望你 還在我左右



我知道你 還放不下我
才會在離開時 閉著眼沒有回頭
答應你我會好好過 不讓這些眼淚白流

posted by,

xiu qi

EmpTy In mY heArT T.T

strange feelings strike me...........

im so lost.. T.T i dunno who am i to u ..i couldnt know wat u actually want from me and how u think of me...


u turned me off~~!!!!


the way u treating me is so cool tat makes me heartache......Again ~ i fall deep...

i thought i manage to stand up strongly...bt the facts.....im avoiding all the timess............


now i felt so empty...so helpless....so lost.......

im hoping tat u could giv me ur hand ...take me along...filled up my empty heart....


bt i jz dun understand..how can u b so cruel????

i dunno y am i still standing here waiting...though knowing tat is kind of impossible...............................................................................

P/S : i jz wanna tel tat.......................

if i would still ned to wait another one n a half years???? I willing to...~!!!







Heartbroken T.T



xiu qi

bac homE~~!!!

WAH`!!! shereen..so syok!! jealous la..hav such a gud mummy n daddy... ^.^


okie..i got bac here ard 1 30pm..rushing to finish off da housework then tryin get my to study since there`s gonna b a test for T8..(i dun wan ROF n TAICHI)bt end up..hahahhaha ^.< (i borrow Cd fr my cousin,so end up kip watching movie )

Fri, rushing bac to hometown for my grandpa`s birthday, I totally forget to grab sum books or notes bac to study...

okie..i`d gain more weight now...sigh`!!! Ate 5 slices of cakes...DAmn yummy~~~~ :P

haiz~~!!tonnes of story happend bt jz dun hav da mood to post~~!!!!!





i really dunno wat`s wrong wif me...i feel strange inside my heart bt dunno how to express..it jz strange..it had been a month dis kind of strange feels following me..it seems every bad things happen to me in my life...i felt tat `sum` ppl ard r really FAKe...dunno whether izzit those ppl or me tat had changed??????????????????????/



loves,
xiuqi

Tiring day + depressed~!!!

From now onward, wed seems to b da day wher all of us go for exercising~!!!yea~!!time to diet d xiu qi~!!stop eeaatingg~~~(afta joining CAT,i gain so so so so so so so so so much weight)everyday oso eating!!!! >.<
went for badminton at 3k wif my classmates-24ppl...n v had booked 4 court for da game...every1 play so well...im noobies ther..zzzz haiz~!!!
okay..v played till 230pm...freaking tiring...went yamcha wif piggy family afta tat..had our AGM meeting till 5pm. then went bac home~!!
NOW~!! hand n leg muscle pain..neck pain...CONCLUSION~~whole body pain..long time never exercise is lik tat lol..haiz~!!


well,afta da new semester started..there`s too many scene happened that had changed my``world``~!!!! i felt so depressed~!! im so lost in sumwher...i dunno n couldn`t imagine wat will happen following...every1 is jz hiding away...REAlly hoping tat i could turn bac da time..or i shd jz run away from all dis??/Heartache...heartbroken~!!!


i know, i shd either face it or jz let go....bt jz...it jz.......HAIZ~!!!!


BT im really gald tat i hav u all wif me by my side all da time...I LOVE U ALL.PIGGIES FAMILY~!!!!


loves,
~xiu qi ~

SICK~~!!!!!

After so long(2weeks),finally i go c doc...so guai.... >.<>..FLU + COUGH + SORE THROAT~~ T.T its veli suffering..cannot drink cold water, no ice cream,no ice kacang,no fried food,no waffle esp when ther`s NO CHILLI...oh god..~!!!! (my piggy family stop me from taking chilli >.<) (no chilli = no life) get me?? =p
supposingly,i shd hav gone for clubbing in MOS wif bunch of frenz, high gao gao ther d...bt coz of stupid sickness...i gotta stay at home...haiz~!!!sobs~!!sienz~!!!


love,
~xiu qi~

IIISSHHH~~!!!!!!!!!!

tired~tired~tired~! mon n tues is da most tiring day...class from 8am till 6.15pm....i feeel lik jumping off a buildings d...zzzzzzzzz......iiSSHHH~~~~!!!!!! eeyyyeerrrr~~!!!IISSHHH~!!!! hai-ish~!!!
ahhahaahhahahaa.......i got influence by our small piggy d....XD who can help me!~~!!~~!!! i ned massage ~~!!!! XD


posted by,
xiu qi aka s.p.

10th july 09- testing of class..XD

As usual fetching shereen n nicole to coll..on our way to coll..v GOSSIP~!lol..gals~!!tats normal~!!v were all complaining abt da timetable n lect..where actually v suppose to hav our t7 n ME 2day..sienz~!!!!all of us dun feel lik goin for da class...afta discussing for so so long (from klang till sunway)v reach to da final decision...LETS GO GRP 1 TESTING HOW`s DA CLASS N also da lect T6(MR JANA)..v den msg hwa siong n pauline..asking them to join us along...MANA TAU...they refuse to..haiz~!!! so..when v reaches coll..v straight head to da lect.hall to booked a place n then left da classs...*thinking wanna suprised da grp 4 ppl* haha...XD when its time v walk into da class.. well..i think v did suprised them...they r kind of suprised to c 3 of us ther... :P

Few min later MR JANA walks in da class..it was my 1st time seeing him..i thought he was a veli strict n fierce lect...bt afta all..he`s really gud n nice......b4 he start abt his lesson..he wants da whole class to stand up..singing da national song...lolzz...swt~!! =.=

i was quite blurrrrrr ther...since i`ve ady missed 3classes...bt after all still managed to catch up...XD JANA is really a joker..all of us laugh from starting of da class till end of class...

n is da 1st time i could stay up for da whole day...damn semangat study~!!hahahah XD(coz normally i`ll b in hawaii dancing d) :P

after lunch..WAH~!!!is a nice time to sleep..every1 feel so so sleepy..he den call a gal from dunno wher...cum n entertain us for a while..tat gal is really awesome~!!damn yeng~!!!cool~!!fantastic~!!!WOW~!!!..after tat sum of da students requested JANA to sing..YEA...he can realy sing~~~!!!!!!!......

hmm....

lazy wanna type d..lets jz end bah~!!

although it`s really tired after so many hrs of studying...from 8 till 5pm...bt i enjoyed...it1s a great day~!!!!

signning off,

loves,

xiu qi

Damn Day~~!!! 8th july

2day when i was turnin into ss 13 my car`s radio suddenly went on n off...i din even bother abt it..SUMTHIN happen when i stopped in front of monash`s traffic lights..MY CAR BROKE DOWN~!!!.da worst part is...my car parked at second places at da traffic...cars behind kip honk-ing lik HELL~!! it den makes me even more panic~!!
i tried to start my car..bt it failed..i nearly cried...i called my dad to rescure me...bt he said:"im in puchong la." zzzz swt...den i spam call hwa siong(di di) n also jeff n jack to help me...thx god hwa siong reaches ther 1st..parked behind my car..help me on da double signal...den he try on my car..WAH~!!GG..he said no other choices bt to jz push my car to a side 1st...n jeff n jack reached..all of them help me to push my car a side..n me n shereen jz oni get to know a GG car is so easy to push-moved~~!!!
when v r all trying to move the car...1 stupid lady who dun even know wats actually goin on..wind down her window n shouted at us : `mau gaduh pergi tepi lar" (lol stu lady..jz shout up n Fuck off la)
It was ady 8am...no workshop open at dis time..v got no other choices bt to jz wait...while waiting..jeff say sumthing..: let try act pro here by checking it ourslef" hahah...he is so funny...while v all standing n waiting...v saw kenneth driving passed..after parked his car..he den cum n giv me a hand oso...funniset part was..he oso acting pro.."oh dis wan ar...battery water dry d la" hahha...XD
7 of us were standing waiting 4 any of the workshop as ther r so many workshop near sunway college...kenneth said he saw 1 of the workshop opened when he was on his way to us..so..jeff n ken call 1 of the foreman ther
OH finally...LORD~!!thx~~!!after the foreman check confirm is battery DIE~!!aftertaking down his hp num..v left the car wif him...v rush for class as it`s veli veli late d..
middle of da class,AH HOT(so called)the foreman msg jeff..jeff said i would probably cried when i c da msg...n YES~!!i gone crazy!!!
ALTERNATOR N BATERRY DIE..IS ABT 500PLUS TO GET ALL FIX~!!!
kee siao 500plus..i call my dad..n my dad say:"jz get da damn car fix la"..so afta class me jeff n shereen walk to da workshop n bargin to lower da totally amt..n lastly..RM500 get da stupid alternator n damn battery done~!!!

hmm...im lazy to post abt da pyramid story..any piggy family jz help me continue my line..is late now n i gotta go as tmr thers`s class in da morning...zzzz sienzzz

P/s: REALLY THANKS ALOT to hwa siong jeff jack kenneth hoong kin shereen n nicole...thx u ppl...I LOVE U GUYS SO SO MUCH~!!THX alot for helping~!!



loves~!!
xiu qi