不要说我变了、我只是懂得了

请不要说我变、因为我没变。

只不过懂得了，别人怎样对我、我就该怎样去对待别人。

如今的绝情、冷淡，谁的杰作？

不说话不代表我变，更不代表我对你没话题。

那是因为我有心事，

我也一直在、刻意的伪装。

我所能承受的，又有能谁懂？

我无处诉说、谁又能体会，我此刻的心情。

在泪水滑落的一瞬间，

唯有发泄，才能让我忘记、所有的烦恼。

我不喜欢解释，

是因为我觉得那是多余的。

有时候解释的越多、反而觉得更没意义。

一切顺其自然。

我不是变、而是因为种种的原因。

太多的无奈，

我真的很委屈、也很寂寞。

生活的所迫，我必须得承受。

没资格去反抗，因为我没有能力。

只能用脸上的笑容，来掩饰内心的脆弱。

在没弄清楚我有没有变之前，

必须得用心去了解，

而不是凭一句 '你变了' 来断定。

一个人是否真的有变化，

我讨厌 '你变了' 这个词，

对我而言、它有点恐怖，因为我害怕。

一个人执着、会因为改变两个字，而伤害了另一个人。

我一直没变、因为我的性格就是这样。

很多时候、宁愿被误会，也不愿去解释。

信与不信，就在於伱。

~ don't blame me for treating u cruel & not like the way how i used to treat u ~

雨水 ~

我只能在下雨天默默地流泪 。。

为什么 ？因为只有那时候，你看不清倒底是雨水还是泪水。。

就像你永远看不清我心里有多痛。。

你只有看得见我逞强的那一面。。

我的牺牲和付出现在全部都成了疑问 ~

Beauty Tips To Share

Came across some beauty tips in magazine that I thought was really useful & easy to do !

I admit sometimes I'm lazy to spend so much time on beauty >.<

I barely can open my eyes when I need to wake up at 5.30am to go college ~ FML !

1. Hate it when no matter how many times u curl yr lashes , it don't last till the end of the day ?

Just heat your eyelash curler with hair dryer for few seconds .

Do not heat it for too long , you don't wanna burn your lashes !

Then just curl your lashes like usual .

I tried this before and it really works ! love this trick !

2. Yr face doesn't show any signs of healthy glow ?

Don't worry , nude lip gloss can help to solve this problem.

Just dab some sheer nude lip gloss on the apples of your cheek and spread it around.

It will instantly illuminate your skin and create the illusion of healthy glow.

You can also dab a bit on your brow bone to show perfect brows.

3. I hate it everytime when I done polishing my nails , not even half an hour , it will have lines or scratches on it , thanks to I'm moving around taking stuffs and etc .

Yes , I know I'm suppose to leave it to dry for 1 hour but it is kinda time wasting right ? hmm

Tricks are after done polishing your nails , leave it to dry for few mins.

Then submerge your nails into ice cold water for 3 minutes.

The cold water will help to dry the nail polish faster.

Prayers & blessings to those that are affected by tsunami in Japan.

For the first few times , I felt really lucky living here in Malaysia.

Till here then !

Loves ~

Burlesque Movie Soundtrack

Here is the full soundtrack from the movie Burlesque ~

I found a few of the songs very nice especially 'You Haven't Seen the Last of Me' .

1. Something's Got A Hold On Me

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : starting of the movie when Ali is still at her hometown

2. Welcome To Burlesque

by Cher

Scene in the movie : this is the song sang by Tess with the other dancers

3. Tough Lover

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : here is the first time Tess saw Ali sang

4. But I Am A Good Girl

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : Ali sang this with her short hair wig

5. Guy What Takes His Time

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : performance by Ali in the movie

6. Express

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : performance by Ali in the movie

7. You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me

by Cher

Scene in the movie : when Tess was singing alone to this song

* love this song !!! *

8. Bound To You

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : Ali sang this in that green long dress ( solo performance )

9. Show Me How You Burlesque

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : Last huge performance by Ali and the dancers

10. The Beautiful People

by Christina Aguilera

Scene in the movie : performance by Ali in the movie

All the songs are worth to listen and you can get all the videos in Youtube.

Personally love the songs 'You Haven's Seen The Last Of Me' and 'Bound To You' .

Loved the movie and really enjoyed it a lot !

Thanks to Henry Tan for the invites ^^

Give up ~

假若爱一个人没有回应，

与其乞讨爱情，

不如骄傲地走开…

If loving someone but they doesn't give you any respond ,

Rather than begging for love ,

Why not walk away with dignity ...

这样，至少，

你还能赢得最后的尊重。

This way , at least ,

You still can win the last respect .

在爱情里，最在乎的一方，

最后往往是输得最惨的。

In love , the side that cares the most ,

In the end always is the party that lost the most .

Just For A Moment

Just for a moment, can we escape
Just for a moment, we'll find a common place
Girl it aint easy, to stay away from you baby
I just gotta say girl, but
Just for a moment, this is our song
This is a moment, where you and I belong
Girl I've been waiting, I know you're waiting
No need to say it, so close your eyes girl
Just for a moment

Verse 1:
Another state, another city got me tired out
Flashing lights of cameras flickerin as people shout
It's not enough to hear my baby's voice on the phone
Cause the only fan I care about is back home alone
They tellin me that I got plenty o' time for a relationship
Told me to wait on it (no no)
Cause ever since the day you came in my life
You were my favorite, dont know what to make of it (whoa whoa)
Lookin through photos of us in my hotel room
After a couple shows you know I'll be back soon
So many sleepless nights,
tossing, turning alone aint right
Girl you know im impatiently yearnin that

Verse 2:
Travelin around the world without you
Has got me thinkin about the day I found you
I'd climb the highest mountaintops to sing your name
swim to the ocean floor, just so i can see your face
If they only knew what I'm willin to give
to kiss my baby's lips
Girl I aint fakin it (no no)
And everytime they add more time on the road
Girl I be hatin it
I'm just not sayin it (whoa whoa)
I almost left this life but you wouldnt let me
Cause you knew that music's something that made me happy
So girl this one's for you
Every word that I sing is true
I'll be there beside you before you know it babe