EmpTy In mY heArT T.T

strange feelings strike me...........

im so lost.. T.T i dunno who am i to u ..i couldnt know wat u actually want from me and how u think of me...


u turned me off~~!!!!


the way u treating me is so cool tat makes me heartache......Again ~ i fall deep...

i thought i manage to stand up strongly...bt the facts.....im avoiding all the timess............


now i felt so empty...so helpless....so lost.......

im hoping tat u could giv me ur hand ...take me along...filled up my empty heart....


bt i jz dun understand..how can u b so cruel????

i dunno y am i still standing here waiting...though knowing tat is kind of impossible...............................................................................

P/S : i jz wanna tel tat.......................

if i would still ned to wait another one n a half years???? I willing to...~!!!







Heartbroken T.T



xiu qi

HaPpy BuRfdAy M@rTiN

~ H@PpY BIrThDaY MaRtiN ~

Yo martin , happy 18th burfday !
may all yr dreams and wishes come true
All the best in future upcomings ^^
and pls do come join our outings more often XD
Enjoy your big day ya !

Best wishes ,
Sh3ReeN

Love is never easy ~

I want to do something for you, something that will make you happier
So that, my name is buried within your heart
I beg time to take advantage of when you're not paying attention
And gently bring this seed to become fruit

I think she really is a woman who suits you better
I'm not gentle, graceful, mature, or sensible enough
If I back off to the position of "good friends"
Then it won't have to be so difficult for you like this

I really really love you, so I'm willing to bear letting you
Fly towards a place with more happiness
I really really love you, I can only let you
To have love, Then I'm relief

Seeing her walk towards you, that scene is so beautiful
If I do cry, it's only because I'm joyful
In this world, it's not easy for two people to meet
If I can't be your lover, I'll still appreciate this

I really really love you, so I'm willing to not hinder you
From flying towards a place of more happiness
I really really love you, I can only let you
To have love, Then I'm relief

I really really love you, so I'm willing to not hinder you
From flying towards a place of happiness
I really really love you, I can only let you
To have love, Then i'm relief

Love ,
ShereeN <3

习惯~~

Saw this post in one of the blogs.. it's quite meaningful.. so i post it here.. have a look.. ^^
N try to get the meaning.. =)
Enjoy reading ^^

情人间常说:「我对你不再有爱，都变成了习惯。」

其实，习惯并沒有什么不好。
它让你自然地去做你想要做的事。
自然地去想他，自然地去爱他。

当你已经不觉得自己在付出时，
也许你觉得，你己开始习惯，有他陪伴在你的生命中，
那才是真的爱。

有什么不好？

我一直认为，
很多事情开始要一个人去做去承受时，
就失去它的意义：

当
[习惯了兩个人一起吃饭
习惯了兩个人一起看书
习惯了兩个人一起工作
习惯了兩个人一起散步
习惯了兩个人一起回家
习惯了兩个人一起聊天
习惯了兩个人一起商量事情
习惯了兩个人一起发呆
习惯了兩个人一起喝咖啡
习惯了兩个人一起..........]

然而，
开始一个人时，
很多快乐都不在了...

请珍惜你身边的所有,
把握任何一个美丽的机会,
因为一旦失去了，就不再有了....

现在请你回想一下
你习惯的那个人，是不是让你感觉很熟悉，就像家人一样？
這種感觉，不是那么容易就可以拥有的，应該好好地珍惜。
也许有天你失去了，才会明白这个人，在你的心里早已佔据了很重要的位置。

最近你是否不再那么用心，去关心身边的那个他/她，或对他/她的态度冷淡了呢???

赶快去抓住你身边那個熟悉的人吧，必竟你们曾经一起走过，
也曾经拥有那段只属于你们两个的美好回忆，不是嗎？

Pauline ^^

Fever !!!

Fever d lo !!!
GG.COM
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not me fever la ..
not H1N1 la..
is Boon Wei fever d ..
he today sot sot dei
dunno y suddenly so good
need go buy 4D ..
sure jackpot ..
haha..XD

ok.. noe y i say he fever anot ??

he treat me San Francisco coffee and lollipop
damn good rite ??
so call my bday present
but dunno true anot de hor boon ??
u know i know la..
haha...^^

Anyway , thx a lot to Boon
next time treat u back k ??
dun wry
wont treat u rm0.80 de nescafe de
not so kiam siap de .. XD

Lately very fan.. ish ... sry for the slow update for blog.. dunno wad other pig busy bout .. wait till free oni update la ..

Love ,

ShereeN aka Th3 Happy PuRpl3 PriNcesS

Touching ! ^^

Woke up around 9.45am , then wash up , dress up , put on light make up .
Sat down sofa there watching Breakin The Magician's Code while waiting for XQ . lol
After 11am d still no signs of her . She told me she come pick me up around 10.45
Then around 11.10am , car honk , I looked inside the car. Inside got 4 ppl
XQ , HS , Nic , Pau. I was like huh ?? O.o
So when ask them bout it , it seems that Pauline dowan drive to Jusco alone.
And for HS , so called he came down too early . lol

So reach Jusco d , then we went karaoke. Sang for quite long and ate quite a lot too .
Suddenly , Happy Birthday song came up. Nobody select the song oso. I was like huh O.o
Then they started singing only I know is they go tell the counter to put that song
I was damn shocked and they singing nicely. Beside my ear. Shouting. lol
At that moment I really laughed kao kao. XD

After Green Box , we walk walk around and went to BBQ Plaza for lunch
Order the economy pork set and economy chicken set.
Basically I was playin thru out only , Nicole was like ' woi u main masak masak ? ' ^^
Out of random , I told HS that I wan chocolate cake bcoz Secret Recipe was just opposite
I was just playing that time bcoz he said that he go Secret Recipe eat leave us at BBQ.
Suddenly , he sy he wan go toilet. Then he get up and went
When he came back , he hold a plastic bag and put in front of me
Secret Recipe Box
When I open , Chocolate Indulgence !!!!!!
I was like ' how u know I like this cake ?? ' He sy he juz pick it coz he like . Damn Ngam !
We shared the cake and finish it.

After BBQ Plaza , we went back to my house. My dad bring out all the chocolate and say
' U all can afford to get fat rite ?? ' lol
Then Pauline say wanna play UNO. So I went upstairs and take.
When I came down , I saw a red bag on the table . So I pretend din see. lol
Then they say ask me sit down and open.
Oklo , when I open the bag , inside got shirts and one stacks of paper folded.
Took out the shirt . Got 2 shirt . Damn nice. XQ picked it out . ^^
Then when took out the card , its cover is in purple colour
The front page is my name and a picture of me .
Then when I open inside , is all the messages from 4 of them.
Damn touching. But at that moment , 1 thing I was curious was how come they plan and I dunno.
So they slowly told me everything.
4 of them inside the car in the morning that time is coz all of them is at Nic house
They were there damn early to get the card done.
Actually the karaoke is 10am-1pm . But changed time to 11am-2pm because scared no time do the card.
Then when I ask Nic y change time , she say coz HS scare cant wake up.
The truth is all of them gather at her house
HS started his journey at 8.15am. So so touching.
Then last thurs when we went to Pyramid , Pauline & Nic say wan go MCD eat ice cream.
The truth is they went Popular to get all the purple colour papers
Then when in class , Hwa Siong ask me my phone say wan play game.
The truth is they are bluetooth-ing my pics so they can wash.

After knowing the whole story , my tears rolled down. They plan till so perfect till I hardly suspect anything except for the karaoke changing time thing. lol. Then bout the 2 shirts is Fri when XQ bought it in Pyramid when she dun have moral.

I really glad to have them as a family. I asked them to stay back to have dinner but all of them cabut balik. Then we have our family hug . ^^

Here , I just wanna express how thankful and touched for all the things that had done for me . It was so suprised that I dunno wad to say at that moment . I was just expecting a normal celebration only but just look , they make it a perfect 18th Birthday Celebration

At night , daddy brought me , mum and bro to TGI Subang Parade . I ate a lot and I think today gonna gain a lot weight d. XD
Reached home and I'm bloody tired now . super sleepy ^^

Thats all for now .

Thanks everybody for those wishes ^^

Love ,
Shereen aka Th3 H@ppy PurPk3 PrinC3ss

Specially dedicated to Shereen ^^

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HAPPY

18TH

BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEREEN!!! =)

LOVE U, MUACKS!! ^^

Love,

Pauline ^^

My early 18th Birthday Celebration

- click on the title to link to the pics

I celebrated my early 18th birthday with whole lots of friends from Group 1 , 3 and 4 . I really appreciate it a lot for making it full of unforgettable memories . I enjoyed it a lot . I think I laughed more than I eat. To view pictures for that evening , pls refer to the link above because I too lazy to upload one by one . ^^ and very sorry if I hardly talk to some of u yesterday night due to too many ppl to entertain . Sry ya >.<

Thanks a lot to my dear , Xiu Qi , she really do a lot for this celebration . Collect money and Run up and down just to get this outing done .

A very special thanks to Justin , Jun Hoong , Jon , Jian Yun , Nick , Ka Hei , Jia Wen , Jia Yeen , Siu Shan , Mei Jan , Ryan , Kenneth , Jack , Kenneth , Jeffrey , Catherina , Wee Nee and Cheh Yuen for the presents . ^^ ( hope I din miss out anyone )

Will update soon. results coming out . pray for me ^^

p/s : sometimes when its time to let go , be strong and let it go .

Love ,
Shereen

45 lessons in life =)

A friend forwarded me this email i think it's really meaningful..=)

1.Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2.When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3.Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4.Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends
and parents will. Stay in touch.

5 Pay off your credit cards every month.

6.You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7.Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8.It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9.Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10.When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12.It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13.Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15.Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry;
God never blinks.

16.Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17.Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18.Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19.It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one
is up to you and no one else.

20.When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no
for an answer.

21.Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22.Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23.Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24.The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26.Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years,
will this matter?'

27.Always choose life.

28.Forgive everyone everything.

29.What other people think of you is none of your business.

30.Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31.However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32.Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33.Believe in miracles.

34.God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you
did or didn't do.

35.Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36.Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37.Your children get only one childhood.

38.All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39.Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40.If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,
we'd grab ours back.

41.Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43.No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44.Yield.

45.Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Friends are the family that we choose for ourselves.

One rarely realizes the gifts that surrounds them. Truly seeing, feeling the gentle spirits as they pass through our lives daily. Stop while you can and embrace that gift of beauty. It truly is a gift worth holding..

Nic ><
*smile*

bac homE~~!!!

WAH`!!! shereen..so syok!! jealous la..hav such a gud mummy n daddy... ^.^


okie..i got bac here ard 1 30pm..rushing to finish off da housework then tryin get my to study since there`s gonna b a test for T8..(i dun wan ROF n TAICHI)bt end up..hahahhaha ^.< (i borrow Cd fr my cousin,so end up kip watching movie )

Fri, rushing bac to hometown for my grandpa`s birthday, I totally forget to grab sum books or notes bac to study...

okie..i`d gain more weight now...sigh`!!! Ate 5 slices of cakes...DAmn yummy~~~~ :P

haiz~~!!tonnes of story happend bt jz dun hav da mood to post~~!!!!!





i really dunno wat`s wrong wif me...i feel strange inside my heart bt dunno how to express..it jz strange..it had been a month dis kind of strange feels following me..it seems every bad things happen to me in my life...i felt tat `sum` ppl ard r really FAKe...dunno whether izzit those ppl or me tat had changed??????????????????????/



loves,
xiuqi

Day of my life ! ^^

I dunno how to express my feelings now Because I'm just so damn happy now !
When i thought this new semester will happen a lot of bad things
But some wonderful things just happened on me .
Here I have to thanks my parents a lot ^^ Love them the most.
Scroll down and you will know why I'm so happy
Purse and handbag from mum
Perfume from Dad's Milan business trip

Roxy Purse

Handbag from Roxy

Bvlgari Omnia Green Jade



This is how the bottle looks like . damn nice rite ? ^^


Coco Chanel

Love ,
Shereen aka Th3 H@ppY PurPl3 PriNc3sS

Rojak + Cendol !!

30th July , 2009

Today class end around 2.45pm so we plan to AGM a while then only go back . AGM ?? u guys must be wondering wads AGM . AGM is the term used in pig family . it means sit back and gossip. lol . it is the time when u can talk about anything n share any stories. So AGM a while with Jason and Bryan at foyer . Then when they both went back home , kor suddenly suggested to go 3K to eat rojak then only go back .

So 3 car headed to 3K and we order 2 sets . So total 2 rojak 2 cendol . Sat down and gossip n gossip till about 4 plus only went back home . Ntg much to post bout that except 1 cute pic that I took for kor . Damn cute !!

Look at kor.. so so cute ^^

He's one of the nicest guy I have ever seen . He loves everyone with his purest heart and he cares for everyone especially his loved ones . His unselfish love touched my heart and this makes me treasure him so much. He's always there when I faced any problem and helped me through all my ups and downs . Although i dont say it out much , but deep down inside my heart I appreciate you a lot and glad that I have you as my KOR . ^^ THANKS KOR ! U ROCK TO THE MAX !

Love ,
Th3 Purpl3 PrInc3Ss